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Anal Training (2)

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Hello there. this afternoon; following instructions from Master W, i decided to continue my anal raining with a new toy: the physical training cone.. i started with the usual well lubed butt plug then lubed up the Red Cone with Jlube and began sitting on it with popper. Master W told me that gravity should enlarged my anus, I found at that it does , but not as much as sitting up and down on it and slightly forcing my way down. Be reassured, i am not down yet !!!! probably 1/3 down... but what made me real happy is that I tried to plug myself with a old plug I had bought years ago and could never insert due to its size and guess what.... with a bit of forcing and pain... it went in.... I could not resist masturbating at that point which i consider a great,but humble, victory in my conquest of anal grandeur..... Tonight one rare diner with Master W. I was asked to wear my chastity cage, a butt plug and nipple clamps... the plug was not so painful but more annoying, the tit c

Anal balls, Services at the Keller

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Friday 16 June 2017 Tonight Master W told me to come and serve Him at the Keller during the Butt Fucker evening. I was told to "be clad as what i am: a slut and a sex slave" I arrived there wearing nothing apart from a chastity cage, a long black dog leash looped around my neck, and a black ball gag and boots. I was also told to discreetly bring some tools for my anal training: hence I brought some lubes, towel, poppers and anal beads. Master W provided with gloves. For the first couple of hours, i assisted Master W with His fucking of 12 guys, Young and old, fat and thin, with a preference for the rounded butts (lol) Some of that assistance consisted in sucking Him to make him hard again for the next boy... am i becoming His "fluffer" ? He then asked me to go on my four and fucked me for 10 mn, long and deep, short and hard, with all His usual skill.  it felts like bliss and a very natural position to be in... After a short break at th

Anal training (1)

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Hello there Today, nothing to report apart from work and a cession of anal training with the inflatable butt-plugg. The training consists in inserting the butt plug and inflating it by 5 squeezes, holding it for 10 seconds, then deflating it. then 10 squeezes, 10 seconds, depressurization then 15 squeezes, 10 seconds, depressurization then 18 squeezes, 10 seconds, depressurization then 20 squeezes, 5 seconds, depressurization then 20 squeezes, 8 seconds, depressurization then 22 squeezes, 3 seconds, depressurization. I guess i will have to be able to hold 30 squeezes for a long tome before being able to get fisted, so quite a bit of work there..... lol Also i notices that when i am at the highest number, i feel like a general chill.... may be it is the signal from my ass-hole that the limit is there ? Another new feeling to experience..... what would one not do to satisfy his Master? jeb

MasterW, Master, my Master ?

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Hi there another conundrum..... with a lack of directions, how should i call The Man i would like to call my Master? "my Master" would be presumptuous as he never told me i was to become His slave. "Master"  ?  May be that's more appropriate for the verbal expression, but to close for the written one. "Master W" ? a bit impersonal.... but at this point probably the good one for this blog otherwise instructed.... That's a picture taken two years ago. Hung by the great puppeteer....

Fist fucking (1st try)

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Friday 9th June 2017 knowing that Master W like to fuck ( he fucks like a God) and like to fist;  I tough of my duty to be able to be fisted... After reflection (Master W liked my tight ass, so he thought that getting fisted will enlarge my ass-hole and make it less pleasurable for him to fuck), Master W agreed to try to fist fuck me. We met at the Keller, where i was told to wear my usual chastity cage and take my dildos with me. There he fucked me as usual,  on my fours, while the medal with His name was hanging from my guiche.He also fucked me with my head upside down.. an unusual position, but stimulating one as it allowed me, for once to see his face while he fucked me.  After that a a period of rest, He instructed me to go again on my four, with my head touching the ground. He then spent log minutes, with open my hole with a long dildo, and inflatable but plug, and of course his fingers...  unfortunately, I am too tight... so four fingers was the maximum, master W

presentation: 2

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Who am i ? a gay man in his 50's, professional, 178 cm. height, stocky (and fat) ( 98 kg) , getting bold, with a short beard.  No tattoos, a double guiche as piercings. Who is Master W ? a man in his 50's, tall thin, non talkative. His ideal slave/sub is, as far as can guess, a mute faceless sub, with open holes and obeying will. We meet at the Keller bar in Paris, usually every two weeks where i have the honor to serve him. We met about a year ago, at that bar as since then have kept in touch.  It took me few months and a diner with Master W, to be able to connect properly. Master W's idea of Mastery being so strict, that it was difficult for me to bond to an "image" of a Master. Over dinner, i was able to discover that behind this image was a man. That allowed me to reconnect as a slave and to be able to attach my being to this great man who i would love one day to be able to call my Master.

06 june 2017: presentation

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Hi there Just a quick presentation of who I am: A  gay man having a relationship with a Master who is taking him on a journey of discovery. Discovery of how a gay slave is supposed to push himself at the service of a Master and modify his appe a rance and  behavior for Him . This is a real Blog, made in real time. Why a blog?  probably to share my experience with the Master and You, but also to make my ideas clearer to me .